Monday, December 29, 2008
"People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers. " - Grey's Anatomy (Scars and Souvenirs)
Yup i couldn't agree more...
let it snow
9:54 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
haha i feel like posting again! Anyway this post is going to be on the theme of giving thanks...
Yes.. i admit i've been whining alot and this post runs counter to the previous 2 posts but admidst the dreariness there's still stuff to smile about.
I thank God for my friends who saw me through my shittiest moments and still love me despite the ugly attitude i'm capable of displaying.
I thank God for my exam results. I seriously expected to do worse and i felt that i didn't deserve my results. I got my results by His strength and grace and not by my own might.
I'm thankful for the time i got to spend with my groups of friends and the opportunities to catch up with dearies i haven't met for ages. (eg cal!!)
I'm thankful for being able to spend Christmas with my church friends and all the presents i got =D. As usual.. xuan spoilt the market again this year.
I'm thankful that it's mom's birthday again and i've had coco with me for 7 years. =)
And most importantly, i'm thankful for God's gift of salvation to everyone and His great love for us. God's love is the greatest gift ever.
let it snow
9:03 AM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
ok.. it's more or less official.. i'm stuck in nus for another sem. oh joy.
let it snow
9:49 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I know i haven't touched this place for ages and this post is really random, but i really need to rant so here goes... I never thought that australian uni thingy would hit me so hard. In fact when i first got the news it felt like it didn't really matter. But i guess i'm experiencing the impact full blown now. I'm not upset purely by the uni thingy; it just happens to be the triggering event that set everything off. All the stuff that i thought didn't have an effect on me actually has been building up and has hit me in one big conjoined effort and yar.. now i feel the pain. Maybe it's the consequence of not daring to face up to my problems and shelving them aside; thinking that they don't matter.
The feeling's overwhelming and i'm at a loss. So many different voices in my head screaming at me what to do. So many issues that i have to face up to and solve.. but how? The solutions are there but i don't know how to apply them.
let it snow
6:24 AM