Let it snow! :)

Friday, June 30, 2006

I wanted to blog bout sydney but i figured if i did so, everyone would probably die reading my post. Since pictures are worth a thousand words i'll just let the pictures do the talking. =)

<-- my dear section at bondi beach.

nabi, me and weiting from inside the cable car.

flutes at angel place.

we ran out at night to get gelato =)

the sydney opera house and sydney harbour bridge.

the 3 sisters rock formations

group huddle!!

flutes at sydney opera house.

the 1-7 act cute poses but shaun spoilt the 2nd! =x

let it snow
8:02 AM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Despite being in such a terrible mood recently, I thank God that there are still things for me to smile and be thankful about. I thank God for always being there for me no matter how terrible i am. I thank God for blessing me with so many friends who would give me that boost when i need it. Encouraging me, lending many listening ears, simply just being a friend, helping me when i need help etc. Chia hoe bought the ticket even though he wouldn't be going for the concert. I will treat him to ben and jerry's ice cream.. haha. I'm thankful for friends who take the effort to help me drag people to come like jackson, kaiqing and kok mun. I'm really thankful that some of my friends who don't have a shard of interest in band music would actually come to support me. Like my best friend calista and rebecca and hui ning. I'm thankful for those who are already broke but still come, like hui xian. Selling tickets has been a horrible episode! But it's great having so many friends to help me out. haha.. a big thank you to all of you! =)

let it snow
5:13 AM

Despite being in such a terrible mood recently, I thank God that there are still things for me to smile and be thankful about. I thank God for always being there for me no matter how terrible i am. I thank God for blessing me with so many friends who would give me that boost when i need it, helping me when i need help. I desparatly needed to sell off 3 tickets for band concert. If i failed to do so, i would have to absorb it myself. So i called some friends. Chia hoe bought the ticket even though he wouldn't be going for the concert. I will treat him to ben and jerry's ice cream.. haha. Jackson is trying to drag someone with him. I'm really thankful that some of my friends who don't have a shard of interest in band music would actually come to support me. Like my best friend calista and rebecca and hui ning. Thankful to those who are already broke but still come, like hui xian. haha.. a big thank you to all of you!

let it snow
4:38 AM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

yay! feeling much better after sleeping the whole afternoon. =x Just went to a doctor today and all the medicine dispensed causes drowsiness! Its irritating lar, i wanted to study but ended up sleeping. Feeling better mentally and physically too. And no, i'm not nuts. Hope my problems can be solved soon. I just have to keep praying, trusting and working hard. =)

let it snow
5:35 AM

Friday, June 09, 2006

Here's a chapter from the bible i read when i feel down and i always feel better.
The lord is my shepard; i shall not want.
He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters.
He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil; for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You annoint my head with oil; My cup runs over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life; and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. Amen.
Psalms 23

My heart is broken. ok.. sounds corny.. but i really feel broken. Only the Lord my God can make me whole again.

I'm still sick. Really sick. At least my sore throat went away after drinking 3 full cups of water and medicine. But i'm coughing my lungs out and my nose is running like a tap. Its horrible. Everytime i cough my throat hurts like mad. I can't speak properly and i haven't been to a doctor yet. I miss my mom. I want my mom to come back soon. She said she would be back this afternoon but its 8pm and she's not home yet.

My church friends are all going for church camp this sunday. Its gonna be so weird seeing them go off the malaysia while i'm left in singapore. *sigh* Its not that i don't wanna go with you all. Its not coz i find band more important. Stop teasing me bout worshipping my flute and sacrificing my first born to my flute. ok.. its funny and i know you guys are joking. You guys take care and have fun in malaysia yar? I'm gonna miss u all and i love you guys!!

let it snow
4:40 AM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

I'm super sad. I feel horrible and terrible. I'm suffering and hurting physically, mentally and emotionally. Sometimes i wish i could just die while walking along the streets.. get knocked down by a car or something then it will all be over. But thats not exactly the way life is. But i'm sooo tired. I need a doctor and a shrink. I need you to pray for me.

let it snow
7:19 AM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Post to myself
You SILLY girl!!! Why are u getting so worked up over this? You don't have any right to care or question anymore! You wanted out in the first place so MOVE ON coz you can't turn back!!!

let it snow
6:37 AM