Thursday, April 14, 2005
today was syf day... went into bandrm after assembly then got ready... left for SCH... heard 2 or 3 bands before us.. the persis band was not bad then the rest were quite bad... esp. one... the adagio part of spore rhapsody snded terrible... i cringed... they were terribly out of tune... then it was band 101... fairfield symphonic band... everything was well played... no part really stuck out... it was overall quite gd... was confident of a gold... the other bands after us played like shit... sorry to say... they were terrible.. there was one band playing spore rhapsody... the starting snd was horrible.. i got goosebumps in the negative way... then it was reuslts time... squeezed with aiyun... was disturbing her... was really damn tensed... cld feel that feeling... it wasn't present in thailand com. was getting ready to jump up and scream... was soo sure of a gold... then it was "fairfield methodist secondary band.... silver" my heart sank straight away... i cldn't believe it... sd huh?! quite loudly... everybody juz went silent and everyone's face turned black... journey back to sch was bad... it was as if we came frm the funeral parlour... tchers talked to us in sch... they all broke down... everyone started crying... its not anyone's fault... coz i noe they played well... i dun see y the BM had to apologise to us.. then there was this moment where almost everyone cried and cried... then everyone started going rdn hugging everyone... it was nice, beautiful, precious... hugged shilei, lynette, selene, amadea, issac, martin, gavin, mikhthm, zhenrong, aiyun... she tried to life me off my feet... haha... then we had group hug... then we had section hugs... 1 of thm was really nice... everyone juz squeezed together... me, sel, amadea, gavin, shaun, zhi hao... then gavin talked to us... the tears juz flowed... it was like this mass hugging seesion... ppl juz hugged each other and cried... u cld sense the unity, bonding and love... i will never forget... the hugs chased the tears away... everyone started smiling and laughing agn... sadness was gone... fsb rocks... the silver juz doesn't matter anymore... its the experience that is sooo valuable... er... i wanna slp... i shall cont. tmr yar?
let it snow
7:53 AM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
ok... im back agn... one day before syf... teahchers made this powerpoint slide for us... its was super nice.. and touching... it was about all those moements we had together... and the song was really meaningful.. "one moment in time" yup... its that one moment in time where everyone has been working for... the pics were real nice lar... mostly consisting of our thailand trip and nyaa... there were pics frm aurora too... but through all those events we hace really bonded... we went through thick and thin together... it can never be forgotten... everyone has been working soooo hard for that 10 mins on stage that wld determine alot... love the presentation... wish someone cld send it to me... than alot of ppl started crying after and during the presentation... was really touched... it juz brought back many memories... than the tchers talked to us... they started crying too... but there was the anti climax of "testing 1,2,3" frm the pa system.. ms ng sd they were testing her patience... haha... the humanities rm does bring back lots of memories... the times we faced miss lim and got suspended frm practices... and when we got another chance... all those talks... yar... so we were told that we cld go hug and shake hands with ppl... everyone was hugging and shaking hands... was super sad... so didn't go hug ppl.. but ppl hugged me... yay! shilei, charissa, mikhthm, nabi, aiyun, kaiqing... i was like... i want kai qing... i hope shes here... when i saw her i practically pounced on her... and cried on her shoulder... im so glad for all those shoulders to cry on... hand shake frm gavin... pats on the shoulder... comforting words... everything felt so good.. and comforting... i think God for all that... then we sewed the buttons onto blazers... coz buttons fell off after dry cleaning... my sewing skills have deproved... haha... then we went home... yup...
let it snow
7:04 AM