Sunday, April 25, 2004
today was the captains ball match in my church... chinese congregation versus english congregation... which is called YE (youth explorer) got trahsed by one group... they were too good... so many net ballers... and 1 national player... haiyo... so hard... but we beat the other group... haha... was hot and sweaty after captains ball... luckily joo leng's dad gave me a lift home... haha... during Sunday sch... we were supposed to pray for our tests and exams... we prayed... didn't really do much but slack when i reached home... haha... so bored... cant think of anything to write... o yes... went to rail mall with cal to get sweets... later at night... i followed my mom to send my bro to his army camp at mandai... found out that i had alot of m&ms... my mom bought them... yay! haha... can eat tru out the week... choclate is happy food =) mid yr is coming!!! haven't started studying... better start before im in trouble...
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let it snow
7:58 AM
Friday, April 23, 2004
friday... 1st period... hist. boring... was not listening... slacked through the whole lesson dunno doing what... than it was A maths... cant really remember what happend today... this entry is way overdue... haha... me and my short term memory... after that it was E maths... we got lectured... coz alot of ppl didn't complete their graphs... lecture, lecture, lecture... thats all they do... i have had ENOUGH of lectures... already listened to more than 5 lectures this week... further more they are LOOOONG lectures... ok... quite long... cher lectured us... than ppl started doing their work... by the time everything was finished... recess had ended... argh... irritating... after that it was chemistry... boring... than research and development... boring and irritating... i feel that its the MOST redundant subj. of ALL... waste time, waste money, paper, electricity... argh! and this stupid thing is counted in the ca... why can't they scrap it... give us a break... puhlease!
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let it snow
7:38 AM
Thursday, April 22, 2004
thursday... bored... firstly... we had two periods of eng... we had this movie review test... was debating in my mind whether to do spirited away or LOTR in the end i did spirited away... but it wld have been better if i had my vcd with me... thx to eugene... he borrowed it... ok... i also took forever to return his LOTR... started crapping bout spirited away... was munching on skittles while doing the test... ok... im so horrible... didn't go to sch yest. came... was so blur in sch today... didn't know what was going on... i was told of a surprise physics practical test today... my classmates got to know bout it yest. and NOBODY TOLD ME! HUMPH! chinese was quite boring... our cher was telling the class bout what happened that day... our little "date" with her... and how late the last person stayed till... surprisingly time seemed to fly during chi and soon it was recess... went for recess than it was bio...bio was quite fun... the smell of yr excretion is determind by the food you consume... if you consume foods that are rich in protein than you will have stinky feaces... haha... so lame... than we cont. on the chap of nutrition... than it was our physics practical test... it was quite ok... but i think my graph is wrong... the line didn't curve!!! neither cld i draw a best fit line! so i juz did free hand... and a few minor adjustments... than last period humans... got back our test paper... didn't do too well... didn't finish the last qn... so sad... only did half way... anyway i also didn't really get the meaning of the last qn... thank God i didn't fail... yar... on the account that i didn't finish the last qn... it wasn't that bad... sch ended and i went for piano... than after piano i rushed back to sch for cca photo taking... was sweating in the blazer... was busy comparing height with zr, motty and gavin... kept insisting that i was taller than gavin and sam... its true!!! they seemed taller coz they were wearing high heeled shows!!! humph! photo taking was lame... i had this super fake smile on my face and i put the loser sign on my senior's head in the candid shot... so sad... this year no combined band photo!!! we got lectured... than my mom fetched me home... i was doing my graphs... than i started practicing abit of my maths... than i read my bible and went to bed...
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let it snow
7:38 AM
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
im rotting at home now... so boring... was practicing maths in the morning... played piano than went to the doctor... waited for 30min... manz... whats with the 30min? why do i always end up waiting for 30min? wonder whether we got back our hist. paper today... gonna call nabi later to ask her to hlp me take my chi bk and shou ce... need to study... got ting xie tml... and my test is coming... nxt thursday... hcl is so xiong... haiz... most prob. gonna meet her somewhere to take my books... after this im going to eat lunch... hungry... although i have been pigging out ever since i came back this morning... crackers, more crackers, ice cream... plenty of it... *yummy* + this morning's breakfast... blueberry pie... haha... wonder whats for lunch... after lunch its time to study my cheng yus... im gonna study 25 1st... didn't manage to take 26-50 cheng yus... muz go and claim tml... i muz do well for this test... must pray also... prayer always helps... i better be disciplined enough to study... haven't been studying much this year... hm... my friends did 2.4 today... wonder how they are enjoying themselves... *sadistic grin*... if my leg doesn't heal in time... maybe i dun need to take napfa... asked the doctor... haha... o... and im excused frm pe for 1 week... hope there isn't much hw today... so i dun have to rush tml... must do my movie review later too... important... its counted in ca... haiz... no more slacking after lunch...
[confused.contradiction.solitude]
let it snow
10:09 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
tuesday... started the day with emaths... haiz... it was ok... than we had 2 periods of chinese... my gdness.... its not coz i dun like the subj... its bout the... nvm... im not gonna say anything... haiz... hcl is so stressful... speaking of stress... being in the best class is horrible... k lar 3A and B are both the best classes... but i rather be in 3B... its different there... ok... i shall stop saying... ok... the hcl cher took out my book to display... coz i got alot of my zao ju(s) wrong... haha... and i left certain stuff blank... haha... ok thats horrible... had to stay back with 3 other ppl to correct the mistakes... haiz... o yes... i learnt some new things today... chocolate and salmon are happy food! they make yr brain release happy hormones... haha... so u know what to eat when you are depressed... haha... ok... lame... and one more thing... its true that violence is a sign of pregnancy.... haha... the first person that came to my mind was honeypie... lol... she is ever violent... nabi and i were laughing bout it... and on the way up to A maths class nabi was saying that violence is a sign of pregnancy to the seniors... esp. to pink panther... lol... so lame... than we went for photo taking... came back and got a huge scolding frm Amaths cher... we had to wait for our turn so instead of coming back for lesson we stayed there and alot of ppl didn't do their assignments... so cher got angry... she really screamed... literally... went for eng... than went to meet the hcl cher... it was HORRIBLE and i mean HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!! she kept making us change this and that... cldn't take it... was there for bout 1 hr +? everyone there cldn't take it... oya 1 person didn't appear... so it was juz 2 other ppl frm my class and me... haiz... went to learn at fairfield to look for nabi and shilei... did abit of my hw... than went home... hungry! didn't eat lunch... was munching on bacon and cheese bread on my way home... *yummy*
[confused.contradiction.solitude]
let it snow
9:50 PM
Monday, April 19, 2004
haiz back to sch... so tired... bio was the 1st period went to the lab for practical... mutilated the peanuts shoke em in alcohol and decanted the alcohol into 2cm cube of h2o... interesting effect... than it was the egg white solution... a violet emulsion was produced... became itchy handed and started pouring the violet emulsion and buiret solution into the 1st test tube with the alcohol where it was a white emulsion... mixed everything together and i got i 1 big section of white, 1 small section of violet and another small section of blue... cool... the bio cher came over and got a shock... she asked " how did u get this?!" than i told her i mixed the solutions... ok... lame... then we went for a maths... wasn't really listening... must go and catch up on my a maths... than it was physics... recess... chem, e maths and class contact which was in the hall where we were given a talk bout o lvl... shes got a point... better start taking my studies seriously... went home did my hw... went online... rd my bible than went to slp...
[confused.contradiction.solitude]
let it snow
9:34 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2004
went to church... didn't know that there was no sunday sch... went ard the place and saw nobody... called my mom to send me home... she came... than i went with her and my bro to clarke quay... nvm... i dunno how to spell... to collect his stuff... than we went to this place... i dunno where it is... to collect my bro's army stuff... went home... ate lunch... than went out to meet kai, and bin... kai cldn't make it... so i was stuck with bin... so boring... than we went to meet nabi at je platform... we reached buona vista control station 10 minutes earlier than meeting time... waited for the rest... crap... and waited 30min for my senior... in the end we went to the place first... which is ulu pandan community centre? went into the place 5min before starting time... ended up somewhere at the back... and wow... we saw my senior there... he said he tought we were not meeting anymore so he came earlier... we enlightened him that we waited for him for 30min... than he sd he was getting old... and phillosophical... -_-||| after the 1st half it was the interval, than we went back... nabi got so excited when william was playing solo that she sorta shouted... and everybody responded with *sshhhhh!* haha... they played the yellow pages song... lol... the concert ended at i dunno what time... then we went ard taking photos... than we all went for dinner... on our way to dinner... we were joking bout gabriel's body being stuffed into jeremiah's tuba case... coz ashley sd he killed gabriel... after dinner everybody went home... bin was talking bout the field opposite my house being haunted and i was giving that diaoded look and asking him to shut up... was tired when i reached home... went to slp at i dunno what time... haha =p sws concert was nice... i want to join!!!
[confused.contradiction.solitude]
let it snow
9:17 PM
Saturday, April 17, 2004
fairfield street festival... was suppose to go to grace's house to make choc. coated strawberries... so sad... had to reach sch early so i cldn't go... we met in sch at 9.30.. nabi and i were JUST on time... ok fine... we were late... we got off the bus at 9.30... the both of us were laughing like mad over don't know what... i cant remember... my senior and someone else gave us that "whats wrong with you all" look... and we continued laughing... yup... bad mood sorta gone... juz need to keep myself occupied so that i won't remember the sad stuff... prayed also... God is always there... change to busking attire, practised... than went off... nabi's bro drove, kaiqing, me, fiona and grace to taka. met the rest ate lunch than went to gather... weather was really warm... made me slpy was falling aslp leaning on the french horn case... no... i don't play french horn... i play flute... yar... was falling aslp til nabi and bize woke me up... got instructions... took a grp photo... i was horrible enough to put a loser sign on my senior's head... lol... we went to our new busking place... sd a prayer... waited for our turn and started performing... we performed 5 times... we got praised... yay!!! God's grace... the sec 4s doing the centre of gravity thingy were funny... haha... the rest... quite ok... our principal and a teacher came over painted black and dressed in... er... dresses... aiyo... i dunno lar... than they started dancing and singing... quite interesting... you dun get to see the principal like that everyday... our graduated seniors were there... amily, huiting, sarah... than nabi and cathryn sd that there were 4 chij gals staring at my senior... haha... so lame... went over to see my class busking during the break... they were not bad... the whole thing ended at 6+. was really tired... decided not to eat dinner outside and went home with nabi... went to meet hui xian to borrow a jacket... haha... we both went to diff. bus stops... ended waiting very long for each other... than called her and she came down... went home... eat dinner... and everything... went to slp at 11+? haha... tired... today was quite fun... but tiring... wonder how much we collected...
[confused.contradiction.solitude]
let it snow
7:09 AM
Thursday, April 15, 2004
*sobx* today has gotta be one of the worst days of my life... juz kept crying... no mood... juz feel like being alone... black face the whole day...cldn't stand bio lesson... went in saw the hamster and started crying... it reminded me of pudding... 1st day without pudding ard... not coping well... totally listless.. wasn't paying attention at all... man... was sooo down... cried in the band rm... had my seniors with me... at least ppl care... but things got worse thx to a certain someone... i never really liked her but i still showed her respect... on account that shes older than us and shes a teacher... im going to be sooo dead if any teacher sees this but i juz need to pour it out... i cant take it anymore... i wasn't informed bout attire for the full dress rehersal today... ok... partly my fault... didn't confirm one last time... so since i didn't have the shirt... i juz stayed in my sch uniform... "someone" came and started asking? "why are u all not in the right attire?" i had nothing to say... juz cldn't be bothered anymore... didn't wanna argue didn't wanna justify anything... than "someone" sd... "u all are and embarrassment!" that was the last straw... i went off shouting fine! if im an embarrassment... i won't play... "someone" saw me crying and scolded me for crying... "someone" sd "what's there to cry about?" i sd... "coz i was scolded for no reason" went into the band rm and started crying like mad... my seniors were there with tissue... juz cldn't stop crying... juz felt horrible... had to go out in case "someone" wld not be happy... so i went out... luckily my senior sd it was ok if i didn't play today... stood there... watched thm... and "someone" scolded thm in front of everyone today... "somebody" saw me crying and started asking what happend... and "somebody" gave me a whole propaganda speech... my sch is full of that... sick and tired of it... seriously if "someone" is angry... fine... but if "someone" was really angry she sldn't be venting her anger on us... "someone" talked bout scraping the thing... i was like fine... watever... felt so guilty... felt as if this whole thing was because of me... "someone" made me apologise... i sldn't be apologising to "someone" i sld be apologising to everyone in that combined thingy... prayed that everyone wldn't be angry with me... prayer is really gd... God is always there for us... in a super bad mood... i dun feel like talking to majority of my friends... except for a few exceptions... i have become rather short tempered... in life... nobody is perfect... everyone makes mistakes... this attire thingy is no one's fault... mistakes are unavoidable... "someone" sld be able to understand that fact... why do ppl get penalized over a mistake? *SOBX* miss pudding terribly...
[confused.contradiction.solitude]
let it snow
7:31 AM
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
still worrying bout pudding... she seemed ok this morning... went to sch with a black face... didn't really have the mood to talk to anybody... cldn't be bothered to... juz preferedn to be left alone... oya... [confused.contradiction.solitude]... is it nice? confused and contradiction are my old trademarks... solitude is my new one... chose it coz it snds quite cool... ok out of point... had chem practical today.. got alkali on my fingers... hm.. really has a soapy feel... and i cant stand the smell of ammonia... *yuck* i hope we dun have to use it for any practical exams... than it was physics... they tried doing this experiment on the centre of gravity... i dunno how to describe it... but its sorta like 4 guys lying on each other's laps... and balancing there... in L-shape position? go to ngee ann city on the 17th of april and u can see the sec 4s doing that... than it was pe... cldn't take pe coz of that stupid burnt off corn... and its 2.4km next week!!! ahhhhhhhh!!! i will pray to my heavenly father to heal my wound as soon as possible... had to be road marshals... sat outside the petrol koisk like a bunch of students playing truant... weather was very warm... sweating away... wanling was telling us bout italy... than had english, hist and class contact after recess... no comments... went for piano than went to the band rm... talked crap... bize nabi and i started playing with my broken contact lens... -_- haha... we started tearing it into pieces... left for jp at ard 5 something... soo late! nabi had to buy her shirt... hunted ard... in the end nabi's dad came... sent me home... and she went lot 1 to get her shirt... tired... went home saw pudding in bad condition... really felt like crying... left her... til she died... i sld have spent more time with her... was really sad... buried her downstairs... under my balcony... can see where she was buried frm there... started crying... cried myself to slp... i know its quite stupid to cry over a hamster... but the hamster was sooo cute... and i was quite close to it... how sld i put my sentence... nvm... 4get it... its not coz somebody bought it for me thats why i like it... its the hamster... ok nvm... juz miss pudding sooo much...
[confused.contradiction.solitude]
let it snow
7:14 AM
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
worrying bout my hamster pudding... came back and found her lying in one corner of the cage breathing heavily... suspect its dehydration... the water doesn't drip out automatically like the old bottle... quite hard to get the water out too... fed her water... hope shes ok.. she seems to be better...sch was quite boring today... had a long day than we had full dress rehersal... this stupid buskerton is taking up sooo much of my precious time... my mom is not very happy bout it either... seriously i dun give a damn bout the threat of the sch getting evicted... i wld love to see how that happens... chances are... impossible... totally absurd... parents will definitely start to sue... rehersal was ok... perfecting the two pieces we are gonna play for buskerton... o yes... the choir members came back today... but i dun really care... the bio teacher wasn't back yet... out bio lesson got replace by maths... so sian-ded... 2 e maths lessons in 1 day... that makes it a total of 3 maths lessons... + A maths... gdness! tired.. been slping at ard 11+ everynight... i think im gonna hit the sack...
[confused.contradiction.solitude]
let it snow
7:00 AM
Thursday, April 08, 2004
im finally back... so tired... spent last night looking for scores... buskerton... we had to change our songs... was so tired 2day... dragged myself out of bed... english lesson was ok... we spent it in the lecture theatre... we were suppose 2 do our work but i ended up playing solitaire... in the end i still did my work -_-... my senior... i dun really know her but i know shes my old senior came in to relief our class... i guess she doesn't know me... haha... than it was chinese... my grp didn't have to present agn coz the cher sd we did a gd job in the previous one... than it was recess... quite sian... went to ITR3 for bio lesson... did my physics hw while nabi was researching... horrible of me... than physics lesson... 3rd time i fell aslp in physics class and i got caught! was so dead tired... tse min n i got caught... argh... maybe we were too obvious... hist. learnt a new chap... cher pronounced ci xi wrongly... ok so dotx... haha... sch ended went for band... buskerton all the way... and i got kicked out of flute quartet... out quartet become a duet liao... *DOTX* nvm... i will squeeze in somehow... yay... dinner at LJS was what i was looking forward to... didn't eat lunch was soooooo hungry... left sch at 7.30 sooo dark... than nabi freaked out at the MRT station coz of flies... ALOT of thm... quite cool... i was getting quite fascinated... hm... y do i get fascinated over the lamest things?
let it snow
7:14 AM
Monday, April 05, 2004
hiz!!! im back!!! after centuries... haha... the constant nagging of elaine has brought me back... maybe i shall start updating everyday... but i dun think i can tml... have hist test on wednesday... muz study... heard its hard... haiz... we had and A maths test today and a surprise E maths test... i have only 1 thing to say... DIE ALREADY!!! very hard... i dun even know what im doing... hm... and yar... those dogs are not mine... i think i better change my blog skin liao... im getting tired of it... but i like the "bish punch u arr" .... ok... im so lame... crap... blah blah blah... lots of it... the choir members are in italy now... and mindy is in china... hmph... muz be enjoying life... while we all are mugging away... i hate mugging its so... *dotx* but no choice... i better start mugging before i get grounded... had enuf of getting sucky results... its so demoralising... argh...
let it snow
6:33 AM